I sit in my tropical paradise backyard and take in being home from being home. What a whirlwind tour - was great to see friends, play shows, eat, and drive around last week. It's always interesting when you return to the place you are from after being away and to notice how you and everyone else has changed, but also stayed the same. It's like fast forwarding on a movie or something - you basically get it, but there is a piece that has been lost that you may never have access to.
I feel like I am staring at a blank canvas right now. The trip home was necessary, and now I need to decide what (and equally important, how) to do with my life. I feel an inevitable change and want to sit with this. As my Dad would say, "Trust the Process." It is exciting to come home and not have to think about my Kickstarter anymore - another reason why I might be feeling a bit of a gap. Am soo thrilled to have exceeded our goal and truly grateful to everyone who helped us get there. I am eager to jump right in, but this weather - about to rain with energy in the wind - is telling me to just sit here for a while and be.